It has been 6 months or so since my dad left. I miss him so much..Every now and then I still think about him and it hurts knowing that I can't hug or talk to my dad anymore.. it hurts whenever I thought about the fact that I wasn't there at my dad's side when he was sick the whole time..Sometimes it scares me to think that memories of my dad might fade away. I'd rather feel the pain and choose not to let go just to keep those memories alive. I love you, daddy...

Colours of Raya

This weekend was not bad =) . We had raya open house in front of 3rd hostel. 2 thumbs up (Y) for the commitee for organizing the raya open house. Finally I got to wear my baju kurung which was made 2 years back. Never really had the guts to wear it out before during all those years of raya celebration because the baju kurung feels like a dinner wear with all the sequins on it. But when BeekyC told me she's wearing her baju kurung which contain sequins too, I was like oh yeay!!! =D I don't look so stupid wearing it alone now lol..



Adli came with his rockstar look haha..



I just had to take a photo with adli's glasses cos it looks funky (Y) lol



Yuan decided to come with his mismatched look..haha..indeed the colours of raya! lol



The 2 lovelies bought their gorgeous looking kebaya in Bandung, Indonesia and guess what they got 1 for me too! yipee!!gonna wear it for next year's raya =D  ..thanks ShaNu and DaNu! <3

summer loving =)

hmmm..haven't been logging into my blog for a month plus or so..anyway Im back in the land of vodka..Overall summer was awesome!! Met new people and get to hang out with Lynnie and ass-me (my 2 summer buddies) before they left for the States..Im so jealous of them cos they get to go NYC  =( pftt...

Was in Havana most of the time when I was back in summer..A nice and friendly place I'd say..hopefully it's still there when I go back the next time around lol..if not me and Ass-me have to find a new hangout spot again..Always love summer breaks cos there's a different story everytime I go back..But all these stories don't have an ending. At the end of the summer there will be a big question mark. And I hate it when I'm left hanging like that..then again part of me know It's bound to happen that way..

Anyhoo here are some snippets from summer with my darling friends =) ..Satang Island, core, Junk, Havana and more Havana lol..

deb's last night out in Kuching b4 she leaves to oz

                                           

haha..deb's perfect woman signature pose for 2010

                                         

joey manage to fit all of us in the photo (Y)..we all look so happy

                                  

love this photo! <3

                                                              

baby turtle!!!so cute! I'll be fined rm50 000 I think if that poor turtle dies in my hand or if I steal it O_o

 

I remembered waiting till 12 am for this turtle to come ashore but it was so worth it..=)

joey happily slurping on his pina coloda

At K-box with lynnie, Ass-me and Tizi

hahhaah...was at ass-me's house at 2am till 7am just talking the night away with lynnie..good times =)

love this photo cos they're acting dumb and spontaneous inside lol

esme's farewell with old school mates =)

had the best time in KL shopping with mummy, aunty yen and Cheryl =D

A Beautiful Exchange =)

This song is in the new 2010 hillsong album. Heard the song a few weeks ago but never really listen to the lyrics until I googled it just now..and the lyrics are just BEAUTIFUL =) .Few days ago Pastor Amos prayed over me and he said I was recently disappointed and I need to come back to God..and yeap it's true.. this song somehow just came at the right time =)

You were near
Though I was distant
Disillusioned I was
Lost and insecure

Still mercy fought
For my attention
You were waiting at the door
Then I let you in

Trading your life
For my offenses
For my redemption
You carried all the blame

Breaking the curse
Of our condition
Perfection took our place

Chorus:
When only love could make a way
You gave your life in a beautiful exchange

My burden erased
My life forgiven
There is nothing that could take this love away
And my only desire and sole ambition
Is to love you just the same

Chorus:
When only love could make a way
You gave your life in a beautiful exchange
When only love could break these chains
You gave your life in a beautiful exchange

Bridge:
Holy are you God
Holy is your name
With everything I’ve got
My heart will sing how I love you

Omigosh didn't realise it's already 23rd july! Dang time pass by so fast..lol..

well I Watched eclipse..It was ok..not that great I'd say..yes there's Hot bodies, hot ppl but I still give it a 3 out of 5 rating =x overall ..sorry twilight fans hehe...=p

went for karaoke session with lynnie, Ass-me and her italian friend Tizi few days ago.One word to describe the night.. FUN!!!. yeap we had a really good time singing our hearts out.I think Tizi got a shock of her life listening to us sing hahah..we sang a few oldies and yes we sang J. Bieber's songs too lol! Karvin and JLo  came later.Finally I met the man who captured my dear friend's heart =D.lynnie, if you're reading this, I know I've said it before but nvm  I'm gonna say it again..remember NO CHANGE OF HEART!! *inside joke* hahahahhaha... ;D

Just remembered a funny incident that happened yesterday..lol..was in the car with my bro that time. We were on the way back home. A christian song was playing in the car. My bro being a smarty pants decided to show me how to 'worship' God and drive at the same time.-_-

So, he started lifting both his hands and his elbows were on the steering wheel. Then, this car that was beside us suddenly just cut our lane without any signal. My bro started honking at the car and he winds down the window and started showing middle finger to the guy lol..

me: So much for worshipping God ey..one minute you're lifting your hands and another  minute you're showing middle finger hahaha...

He started defending himself saying all christians are hypocrites.. -_- lol...wad an excuse..

bits and pieces

Let me see what have I done these past few days..hmm..manage to catch up with lynnie N waltzy..It was fun..We hung out at Bings till it closes ard 1am i think  but we didn't want to go back yet..so, we drove alll the way up to damai since we didn't know where to go lol..had a pretty interesting conversation with them in the car haha...

anyhoo can't wait for lynnie to come back from kl agn next week so we can have our baking session and sleepover! omgosh haven slept over in that woman's place for so long since form 3 I think..lol

Oh oh I know this is a lil bit  too late but SPAIN won the WC this year!!! woohooo!! haha...was up watching the match with my bro..it was a frustrating match I must say..but the feeling when spain had a goal was awesome! lol.. I love Jesus Navas's eyes!! so blue n pwettttty!!!! =D

how can you not love his gorgeous blue eyes haha..=p

Oh manage to catch up with KimE and Vana Banana too...Can't ever forget that day cos that was the day I lost my HTC phone =( ..we had dinner at sushi king then I followed Vana Banana to Jase Tea house (not sure of the name of the place) for manda's farewell thingy then I realised my phone was missing..I was fine when I was with the peeps but when I reached home,it finally dawn upon me that I actually lost my phone..was freaking pissed and annoyed at myself..oh well lesson learnt..sigh..

The Big 2 0!

Oh yes the Big 2 0..although most of us are not officially 20 yet but it was nice celebrating the big 2 0 together and it was nice catching up with everyone. Have not seen most of them for more than 2 years! It was nice seeing AudT, Drey, Winnie, Schweff, Tasha , Pee Pee n the rest..We had our dinner at Dellize. It's a nice place and apparently it's new in town. AudT, Drey, Deb and Grace made the effort to bake all of us cupcakes and they look pretty! =)

Everyone was gorgeous that night! And as usual wacky as ever lol..

L-R : There's Deb the so called 'wedding planner' , adorable Schweff , my sexy partner in crime Winnie, talented Baker/nurse AudT, me =D, the ever so wacky and lame Tasha(my new vintage shopping partner!! haha..) and cute MNoelle  =D

The other side of the table from R-L : there's KPop fan Joyce, our ever so graceful ex-head Grace, my another stunning partner in crime and driver who brings me ard alot Drey, gorgeous as always Priscilla and tall sexy Patty!

not forgetting at the end of the table...Chrislynn, and my lovable Pee Pee!!

love them to bits! only SLee (stupig girl didn't want to come =p) and VicT were missing..

                                         credits to Winnie for the photo =)                                       

After dinner most of us went to the Core as it was ladies night!! =D Sadly to say it wasn't that happening when we reached there. But oh well we had fun anyway...Dancing to wonder girls song,  J. Bieber's Baby lol n playing drinking games..yeah we enjoyed ourselves.. =) and as usual at the end of the night I was as red as a lobster and my feet hurt like hell cos I was dancing with my 4inches heels haha..My mum knew I was drinking cos once I lied down, I was totally dead asleep! lol..