A sincere note of appreciation =)

Anyway just want to say a huge big thank you to becky, shanu, tau tau, justin, darsh, rhun ping, aaron, jack, david, anna, johan, mohnika, moscow ppl, jo, micheal and Every1 who helped me thru this really tough time.. be it ur msges, wishes, condolences, prayers,visits or sending me all the way to moscow for abt 11 hrs (to n fro..u guys must be really tired) or buying/cooking food for me or booking my airplane ticket( gosh never knew it was so difficult juz to get a last minute ticket) or calling the deans to help me get my visa on a sunday or just being by my side when i feel so helpless =)..Thankz guys for all these..Im forever grateful to God for giving me frens like u guys ..

This 1 week has been tough bt I noe I wouldn't be able to make it if it wasn't for God's strength n love..I was surprised I was quite strong throughout the whole time (thankz to all ur prayers n everything =) ) ..me n my family have been surrounded by caring n loving relatives n friends these past few days n for that we're forever grateful =) ..this whole week I got to learn more bout my dad by looking thru his files n the things he kept n frm testimonies given by my dad's friends..all these just makes me miss my dad more..indeed as many had said my dad is a man of a few words n he helps ppl in his own quiet way..when we lost someone, then we will only start to appreciate them and realised how that person had really impacted your life in ways you don't know.

Thank you daddy for everything you have done for the family. Indeed you have been a responsible father and son and a really kind friend to many..Im forever grateful for God for giving you to me as my daddy. I love you lots n I know you're in heaven now with the Lord =)

The little things in life

the day my mum told me my dad has 4th stage cancer, it totally change me on how I see things now..all the little details n memory I have with my dad became so precious to me.. the time my dad brought me out to buy me a new pair of shoes, the time I was pissed at him for picking me late frm sch, the time he took me the shopping mall, the time he bought my fav biscuits...all these little memories I hold them very dearly now..

It pains me when I thought about how my dad have to go thru so much pain in chemo n radiotherapy..It pains me when my mum still hav to go to work frm morning till evening n thereafter to take care of my dad the whole night in the hospital..it pains not being able to see my dad when I'm here in Russia.. It pains me even more not being able to hear his voice cos he's too weak to talk..

How I just wish Im back home now by my family's side. Oh Lord, all I'm asking for is time and strength for me and my family...